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 +Letter from afar V - (c) 2005-2008 Einar Petersen
  
 +You are not going to believe this, but it happened to me. I know I'm acting selfishly but I am going to finish it off, I met my man, you know the twin soul. 
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 +Matt is a gem, I know that but... truth be told I don't love him. I mean I do love and cherish him, but not like that. You understand what I mean don't you.
 +
 +But this fellow, I never expected this. I didn't even want to go. 
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 +But my boss, you know how persistent he can be. He basically forced me to come. I got pretty loaded up then suddenly I noticed him for real. 
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 +His laughter roared across the room and filled me with warmth. I just knew I had to have him. He was so witty and charming, he complemented me in ways 
 +I've never been complimented before. ​
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 +We danced for hours and the sex... the sex was ever so amazing. ​
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 +He touched every part of me, kissed every nook and cranny. ​
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 +His tantalizing fingers explored me unlike anyone I've ever experienced.
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 +Is it wrong of me to tell you all this - After all you know Matt so well, he's not likely to take well to any of this and I fear what it may do to him.
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 +Strange isn't it, life I mean, you do something for your career and then love comes into play, like when I did something for love the career really happened. I thought us going separate ways would strengthen our bond, but all that really happened was that it really died a slow and agonizing death.
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 +What must you think of me, am I terrible? Please don't hate me, I know he's your cousin and really dear to you, I will never try to phase him out of my life it's just these last two years we have drifted apart, the spark if there ever was one is gone.
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 +It is not something that has happened suddenly my feelings just turned colder, I was with him more out of duty than anything else and because he made me feel safe.
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 +When I first heard he had been nominated for the expedition I took the chance and applied for a posting here and got it and here I am, torn up inside. Please say you'll help me. Tell me what to do. I am going completely crazy because of this. Matt is so... My heart will shatter if he goes down because of me.
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 +Puff I feel like a giant cubozoan, bizarre, highly poisonous and a predator.
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 +Except from the 24 eyes, the four parallel brains and 60 arseholes, I only got 2 eyes, one brain and one arsehole. But I sure feel like one.
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 +Cubozoans by the way are Box jellyfish, that you can find in one of the reservations back on good old Terra if you're lucky.
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 +Ah well - I hope everything will sort itself out eventually - as long as I can count on you being there for me and Matt...
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 +I need to think some more but I'll write back soon.
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 +Take care!
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 +Your friend
 +
 +Luiza
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